Well certain things in life is juz meant to be

Hiya everyone.. Wow finally able to wake up like 8+am in the morning. Shiok!!! Yeah I noe, I am a weirdo. People can sleep till like 10, 11 or even noon.. I dun noe how u guys do it.. I can't hehe. Well today wasn't intending to go out actually. Juz wanted to go over to my godma's house and haf lunch then go home and have a good rest.

But it juz came to me y not go n support Kelvin and Tony at the holistic exhibition. Won't harm. Nothing to do @ home anywae. Well in fact I am glad that I made the trip.. Looks like tis trip was meant to b.. After I reached there wif Kennie, we roamed the place for a while.. Wow not bad alot of stuff. Reiki Healing, Tarot cards reading, palm reading etc.. Suddenly I juz had the feeling to ask for a reading today. So Tony gave me one..

Well it seems that I held onto my MIRACLE DAY event for too long and it appears to be the time tat I should be moving on.. At tat point in time, I was over whelmed with really mixed feelings. Feelings of relief and yet feelings of sadness.. Relief finally tat it is seriously time to move on tat I won't keep hanging on to something tat I was hoping for so long. Its been a long and tiring journey for me. Sad also knowing becoz it is time to move on n the thing I have kept myself hoping for so long n motivating myself it will come true oneday.. But it has not come true for me.

Well Welcome to life, the journey is never meant to b smooth in the first place. Hehe life is always so full of irony. You have to go through pain in order to enjoy fruits of the future. No pain no gain. Like what Kennie told me I also believe my master team has better things in line for me. So I muz b positive and be open to new experiences. On my way home I tot I had alot to update my blog but right now sitting in front of my monitor. Words juz can't seem to appear in my mind. Anywae really touched for Kennie's saddness for me. Thanks my dear. Dun worry. I very the optimistic so will get over it soon.

Oh yeah. when I came home, my mum asked me wat happened?? I was stunned! I was wondering y she asked?? She said I looked unhappy these past few days.. Oh myyyyy do I.. Haizzz I have always put in the extra effort to look happie, n times when I am really down I juz cry to myself so I will not to let anyone worry abt me.. but it seems to fail now.. So I juz told her juz work getting me done anywae it is the case... Told her dun need to worry. Looks like I need to double my effort to look happier then..

So wish me luck my friends.. I am sure a better future awaits for me n u also .. Gd nite.. Sweet dreams..