Raining.. Hmmmm so like wat's happening in my heart ..... !!!

"Lightning" Oh no not now.. Y muz it rain??? Its like 5+am.. So nice to sleep.. Haizz monday bluezzz as usual.. Somehow managed to drag myself outta of bed... Hehe.. Well decided to take MRT wif Alan to work. Juz try something new.. So took LRT all the way to Chua Chu Kang MRT.

On the way, standing by the door.. Staring blankly outside. It is still raining heavily, rain drops keep triggering down the window pane.. My heart felt ached... This scene juz reflects wat is deep inside of me... Sadness and tears flowing inside.. Hehe Suddenly juz haf the tot of going out in the rain.. Reminds me of the Xian Ke Zi Yi... A touching story... The gal asked the guy y is he always standing in the rain???? Knows wat was the answer... Becoz he didn't wan to let the gal know he is crying...

Me too.. Feel like crying but dun wan others know.. Hehe silly of me.. Well tat's me.. Always dun wan to let others see the sad part of me.. Haizzzz tat's the difficult of life.. Dun worry ppl I will get over it soon I hope.... Well after I didn't receive any reply from my DARING letter, I knew tis will coming.. I juz refuse to believe n continue to hope for something .. But guess it is time to let go n face a better future..

Well u probably think my day was bad enough.. Dun think too fast.. My monday bluezz customers all the problematic ones.. Dun noe wat to say.. Juz add on to sickening part of the day.. Another complain case.. think its nothing new anymore.. Be hoping for the best.. Cross my fingers.. Pray for me okie hehe..

B happie no worries..