Hmmmm Interesting question....

Awwwww.. 6.29am.. Damn still not adjusting back to my non working lifestyle hehe.. Well seriously got to take some time. Well feels awfully weird still lying down on my bed at home... Hearing rain drops pitter pattering outside and the cool weather is making it so cozy to sleep but some how or another my mind juz keep wandering back to work.. n of coz not work itself but friends that I met there... Miz them..

Yeah I know today was supposedly to b my orientation week but some hiccup came along so looks like it is set to b a week of gd rest for myself.. Juz can't wait for my pay to come in once its in that's it.. I am rushing off to buy my new camera so I can start uploading pics to my blog once again..

Today will juz b watching tv, playing my PS2, taking a nap... Decided to go for a run in the evening... & on the way back, things juz suddenly keep popping up in my head.. Recalling the issue chit chatting wif Kennie the day before.. "Wat If I do meet into the special someone that I have sent my letter to one day?"

I actually thought alot about this particular issue.. and I mentioned to Kennie hopefully I will not be able to meet into the person as it going to b a really awkward situation for me. Becoz if the person didn't receive the letter, everything will b cool. But if the person did and read it, then I seriously do not know how to face the person!! A couple of times I did adviced myself of the need to face up to reality.. If I do really meet into the person, I guess I have to take it as things were before. Then it will be the other party's decision what to do next. That's the best I guess..

Seems easy but definitely its a internal struggle for me... Well I guess it will all depend when I do really meet into the person then. Probably the person might juz avoid me.. Wish me luck.. Anyway gotta to sleep early tonight going to JB wif my mum tomolo... Hehe cool buy new stuff and my mum is paying for it.. Xianzzz but gotta to wake up at 5am though.. Gd nite my dear ppl sweet dreams..