Hmmmmmm hehe quite how should I say........

Hehe... Seriously didn't think I will write on my Blog today.. Becoz met out wif my friends to eat... and also to get a reading about my relationship stuff.... Chit chatted till really late... left Holland V like 10.40pm... Reached home like 11.10pm..

Should be tired, sleepy and get to bed after bathe... But on my way home listened to YES 933 and happened to listen in to my Favourite Xian Ge Ji Yi..... Its been quite a while since I have listened... Feel really close to what I feel after my friend gave me the reading..

Its about this girl, A, who has 2 other sisters in the family. The parents are really protective over them didn't allow them to go anywhere even though when they were old enough to fend for themselves. So they didn't know how realistic the world outside is.

A met guy, B, and they hit off really well. However A kept quiet about this close relationship wif B since knowing how the parents will react.. A taught B alot of stuff and cared alot for her as well. Slowly both went steady... However A was really satisified juz going wif B only. So she secretly went into another relationship behind B's back.

However she felt really guilty whenever she is out with other guys.. Slowly she started to realize she didn't like any of the guys she went out with and that she really liked A only. She struggled for a really long time and decided to tell the guy the truth. But since she got no courage to say it face to face. She wrote it down in a mail...

She prepared for the consequences: 1. guy can't forgive her and break off wif her, 2. guy forgives her. Guess wat.............. The guy forgived her and the treatment towards her remained the same even as before. A was really touched and decided B was to be the only guy she will ever love and no others. After a while, B proposed to her and of coz A accepted it since she couldn't find any reason to reject.

Though not really similiar to my situation but feels it is the same... plus what I got from the reading from my friend.. and juz nice the song after the story as well.

"Ai Ren Bu Xu Yao Yuan Ying"
Loving someone requires no reason
Even though we are physically apart, you will still be in my heart. And you have to fight for it in order to achieve it.

I actually made up my mind that I will write in a letter to express my feelings (which I always chicken out) to the special someone....... Well hehe it will take some time for me to generate out the letter as usual... Most prob will send out after my birthday...

Hmmmmm my birthday coming soon know wat to do ah hehe.... Okie gd nite sweet dreams..