Hehehehehe stupid me....

Well, today seems like my any other ordinary Sundays... Going over to my godma's house to BAI NIAN officialy hehe got Ang Bao liao ... Coz she and my godpa went over to Malaysia during Chu yi and Chu er....

On my way there, happened to listen in to a song.. Can't remember wat the song was but juz remembered it as something that was encouraging: Believe in wat you believe... And your dreams will come true.. Was really like some divine message passed down to me...

On my way back, you won't believe it I juz suddenly smiled to myself.. Likely no one around if not people will think I "SEOW" (crazy).. Hmmmmm you muz b wondering why suddenly the SEOW smile??? To say I am in fact pretty amazed myself... Juz sudden thoughts of meetings with my special someone.

Thoughts of the days when I was like pacing along the corridor several times before I picked up enough courage to knock on the door and walked right in pretending to use the photocopier machine or I-net terminal and jolly well start a conversation with the person...

Thought of opportunity to actually get to know each other better but stupid me blew it away.. Remembered one time was that I was being asked whether I want to go canteen the person offered to accompany. Bcoz I said I skipped lunch feeling a bit hungry. N the person forgot wallet in the car.. Rightfully I should haf juz replied "No problem, I will pay first" Instead I juz replied "Its okie"

Thinking back of it, I was like thinking "WHY ON EARTH DID I REPLY THAT WAY????" Happy memories when the person actually asked me to go to lunch together.. Juz the 2 of us. Delighted feelings...

Thoughts of disappointment when happily pacing toward the person's office but the office was locked.. bcoz the person is on leave or off...

Something Kennie said struck me.. Wat is meant to be yours will be yours. You may go 1 whole big round and at the end it will still come back to you. So now I have given my faith to god and believe in what I believe and prayed hard for the day to come..... So my dear start believing and keep your faith.. Only then will the miracle happen... Gd nite..