Haiz..... My colleague sick so gotta to take call by myself..

Well being thrown into sea didn't see too bad yet, haven't kana some big complain case yet.. CHOY... TOUCHWOOD.... hehe. So far so good. Getting used to the job and the environment liao.. Haiz... but now everyday seem so routine. But luckily its not like the 8 to 5 job where paper work itself is so routine, that's even worst....

Juz feel so sad everyday following up on the news of the tsunami vicitms... Imagine everything your house, your livelihood, your family, your friends are all just gone in 1 day as if vanish into the thin air... My heart hurts seeing pictures of them crying... Hope God will bless them. Feel pretty lucky I am living in Singapore now, disaster free. Anyway given our small land, we can ta han any disaster. Singapore will definitely be gone.... like the wind.....

Feeling quite xian.... Well I always try to keep myself busy becoz if I have a free moment, the special someone will always keep popping in my mind.... Wondering how the person is... Hoping the person is doing fine... You know sometimes it is pretty frustrating especially when like me not in a relationship before.. then when my friends are being dragged down by relationship problems.... then you have to lend them a listening ear, console them, comfort them.....

As if you are like some relationship counsellor when in reality you are not.... At times, I seriously envy them having problems like that, not that I am bad and want my friends to be bore down by the relationship problems. But at least they have them...... Haiz... For me, I will juz have to console myself "Yeah!! Don't worry too much!! My time will come" but you know it comes to a stage where it gets really depressing... and that doesn't seem to help...

Then I will haf to act as if I am not really bothered about it..... Xianzzzzzzz.......... Wat to do?? Juz continue to be happy go lucky and haf faith in what I believe. That's what I always pray in the morning. Hehe pretty negative today ah.... Well juz hope for a better tomolo......